I’m running out of reasons to wake up in the morning
Because everything about my life is dull and boring.
I’m nice to people that really don’t care,
But I’m a jerk to everyone that’s always been there.
I still have all of my friends,
But I want to be with someone else on the weekends...
I want a girl who is with someone else already.
I was too late in trying to get her to love me.
I feel invisible to the people I love sometimes,
And the ones I can’t stand are around me all the time.
I know that some people love me.
They’re just not always who I want them to be.
I feel like almost everything I do is dumb.
And that I don’t really deserve to have any fun...
There is only one thing I really desire.
And that is for a certain someone to give me that fire.
I want her to give me the spark I need,
So that I can finally be freed
From thinking that my life has no meaning.
I want her to remind me why I’m still breathing.
All I want is for a relationship with her to actually start forming,So that I can finally have a reason to wake up in the morning.